Writer's Block

I don't really have much to post about. I guess I'm feeling a bit uninspired. So with that in mind I'm going to try something new. A stream of conscious post. Basically, once I start typing I won't stop and therefore have to type whatever comes into my head. It will be interesting also because I am not going to spell check it, so everyone can see what a truly horrible speller I really am. Ready...Set...Go!

Do you know that song by the Black Eye'd Peas? The one with Fergie singing the corrus "...every night and day. I'm addicted and I just can't get enough." I have that corus stuck in my head almost everyday without fail. I don't know how the rest of the song goes, just that. It comes from nowhere and boom it's glued to my brain. Getting songs stuck in your head it rough especially when you're not sure of the right words and basically you just have a melody in your brain. I want to buy a flesh light as I posted in an earlier post, but they are expensive and I still haven't heard any personal testimonials about them. Maybe while I'm at Pride (either boston or NY) I'll stop by a porn shop and pick one up. Rather then have to pay shipping and handling which is a killer. Although I'm not sure I want to walk around the whole city of Boston with a Fleshlight in my hand. Maybe it will be a conversation starter? It is an unusual accessorie, at least for me. Speaking of Pride...and summer activities in general. I had an epiphony the other day. (I'm sure that's spelled wrong) I've always placed blame on certain social situation due to the situation or location. Basically I always thought that if I went someplace new, things would be different. If there were new guys guys around my date book would be full! NOT SO! My Ah Ha moment was when I realized that  it was not my enviroment that was the casue, it was my own actions. I need to act differenlty to get different results. Because lets be honest, I could be in San Fransico at the world largest bear bar and if I still act the same way, I'm going to get the same results. My resolve this summer is to be more outgoing and less shy with my thoughts and feelings. Similar to when I drink and my "filter" is gone. Thats going to happen more often. So don't be surprised if I start to confess long held crushes (your name begins with J) and long held annoyances. I'll try to use my new power for good, but with the good comes the bad and I can't help it if some evil slips out.

That's just as it came out of my head. The only editing I did was basic punctuation. Spelling and grammer have gone untouched. :-)